{"id":2385,"date":"2013-07-01T21:40:59","date_gmt":"2013-07-02T04:40:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.dresan.com\/blog\/?p=2385"},"modified":"2017-04-08T20:59:07","modified_gmt":"2017-04-09T03:59:07","slug":"i-cant-afford-to-be-embarrassed","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dresan.com\/blog\/2013\/07\/01\/i-cant-afford-to-be-embarrassed\/","title":{"rendered":"I can&#8217;t afford to be embarrassed"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/www.dresan.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/07\/20130701_195859.jpg\" width=\"600\" height=\"450\" alt=\"20130701_195859.jpg\" \/><\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m a <a href=\"http:\/\/www.amazon.com\/Anthony-Francis\/e\/B005YR2RJG\">published urban fantasy author<\/a> with two novels on the shelves, one of which, FROST MOON, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.bellbridgebooksblog.com\/?p=370\">won an award<\/a>. I have two more novels in the can and I&#8217;ve just finished <a href=\"http:\/\/amzn.com\/1937053725\">coediting an anthology<\/a> with twenty stories <a href=\"http:\/\/www.dresan.com\/blog\/?p=2374\">based on an idea I proposed<\/a>. I&#8217;ve read extensively on writing theory and even have <a href=\"http:\/\/writetotheend.com\/tag\/the-centaurs-pen\/\">written a few articles on the subject<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>So what am I doing with a copy of <a href=\"http:\/\/amzn.com\/0470530707\">WRITING FICTION FOR DUMMIES<\/a>?<\/p>\n<p>Doing whatever I can to get better at what I do, that&#8217;s what.<\/p>\n<p>Once a friend saw the huge stack of theory-of-fiction books in my <a href=\"https:\/\/plus.google.com\/photos\/108304177166571089978\/albums\/5892801021923302113\">Library<\/a>, one of which is &#8220;Novel Writing for Complete Morons&#8221; or some title a lot like that, and he remarked &#8220;wow, it&#8217;s probably been a long time since you had to look at that one.&#8221; Well, that happened to be true, but not because I read the book, then wrote some novels, and then grew beyond it.<\/p>\n<p>The truth is, I&#8217;d already written one novel &#8211; and chunks of six or seven others &#8211; when I got &#8220;Novel Writing for Complete Morons.&#8221; Heck, I may have already written FROST MOON at that point. But I&#8217;m a book hound, and I look at everything. I came across the book, probably at a bargain bin. And I saw a chapter I can use. So I bought it.<\/p>\n<p>I actually love reading overviews. I can dive deep into a technical book, but sometimes it&#8217;s only stepping back and summarizing the text &#8211; either by reading a summary, or writing one yourself &#8211; that enables you to hang the details upon a coherent whole. Even when the overview isn&#8217;t interesting, sometimes the book itself has details you simply can&#8217;t find elsewhere.<\/p>\n<p>In the case of WRITING FICTION FOR DUMMIES, I saw it in a bargain bin, flipped through it &#8211; and found a section in a chapter on editing scenes, a task I&#8217;d just been struggling with on my third Dakota Frost novel, LIQUID FIRE. So I bought it, and tonight read a few chunks, some of which are good for structuring scenes, others of which were helpful in overall novel structure.<\/p>\n<p>Some of that information is review; other parts are completely new. It doesn&#8217;t matter. <i>It helped me move forward<\/i>.<\/p>\n<p>Creative expression is driven by ego, but it&#8217;s stifled by snobbery. Don&#8217;t get embarrassed by what you need to do to improve. If you were trying to climb out of a pit, would you hold your hand back from a rung that was candy colored and clearly intended for children? No. As long as the rung is solid, you grab it and pull yourself up.<\/p>\n<p>Anything else is just hurting yourself in an effort to look good.<\/p>\n<p>-the Centaur<\/p>\n<p>Pictured: WRITING FICTION FOR DUMMIES, atop <a href=\"http:\/\/amzn.com\/0812213602\">THE POETICS OF THE MIND&#8217;S EYE<\/a> by <a href=\"http:\/\/english.fas.nyu.edu\/object\/ChristopherCollins.html\">Christopher Collins<\/a>, a study of visual imagination in literature and cognitive science. See how hard it is to be honest with yourself and do what needs doing? Here I had to bring along a technical book I&#8217;m reading and use it to prop up the For Dummies book in an absurd attempt at <a href=\"http:\/\/recursed.blogspot.com\/2008\/01\/credential-inflation-favorite-tactic-of.html\">credentialing<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>No, I&#8217;m sorry, ladies and gentlemen: I may have happened to have picked up THE POETICS OF THE MIND&#8217;S EYE at about the same time as WRITING FICTION FOR DUMMIES, and I may have had it in my reading pile because I was evaluating whether to recommend it to <a href=\"http:\/\/www.jimdavies.org\/\">a friend who works in the field of visual imagination<\/a>, but the one has little to do with the other.<\/p>\n<p>I, a published author, picked up WRITING FICTION FOR DUMMIES, and it had useful information for a problem I was trying to solve. Don&#8217;t be embarrassed about things like that: <i><b>do whatever you have to to help yourself get better<\/b><\/i>. 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